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A Call, a Clamor, a Silence

          It was a normal Tuesday. Having just finished school for the day, I shuffled to an old sedan in the parking lot. It was the stereotypical teenager’s first car: old, worn, and dull, but reliable to a fault. It wasn’t fancy, but it went from one place to another without issue. Today was no different, navigating me through the light early afternoon traffic to my normal afterschool job.  My mind activated autopilot for the normal work tasks, and soon began to wander. In a few hours, I would be free of my daily responsibilities and able to do something a bit more enjoyable. Maybe my siblings would be up for a walk to the waterfall in the park, or perhaps my friends would invite me to something last-second. Of course, I needed to make sure I had enough time to set aside for bass guitar practice later, and I think it was my turn to help with dinner tonight… The tinny sound of over-compressed rock music dumped me back into the present. My coworker, a friend and fellow student, sm

Returning to School a Decade Later - A Perspective from the Class of 2009

In 2012, a viral video clip from the television show 30 Rock began to circulate around the internet. Taken from the episode "The Tuxedo Begins", the clip presents Steve Buscemi as a detective attempting to blend in with a group of high school students. "How do you do, fellow kids?" he asks as he slings a skateboard over his shoulder, his clothing being a caricature of what someone his age might think a typical teenager would wear. Despite his best efforts, he is hilariously out-of-place among those many years younger than him: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fiOMbqPHFwo  (relevant timestamp from 0:20-0:30) This is the situation I painfully imagined myself in upon walking into Linn-Benton Community College (LBCC) in the Fall of 2023. While I had graduated high school with High Honors and a great GPA, my priorities were quite different back in 2009. And now, partway through my 30s (with facial hair visually adding another decade), I was almost twice the age of a stand